help maybe?

k so i am officialy out of people to get help from in my life maybe someone here can help me..

normal teenage girl problem.. Relationships
but i might have a new twist..
not mentioning names to keep my mind clear of them maybe seeing this


Boy1- a guy i've known for a while always liked him.. want him bad, but saddly he is engaged... with a bitch.. but anyways

Boy2- A guy i know from band he just graduated this year and i dated him, he told me he loves me but i think he is just confused

My love- not realy a problem.. the only thing thats wrong is she is gone for another month.. and i misses her lots

Back to story

I realy realy realy realy realy need help

I know that Boy1 wants me too cause well um he tells me all the time.. anyone have any idea what is going on btween Boy1 and his girl??? cause i can't get a straght answer from him..

And I mean i love Boy2 and all but more like an older brother now...  cause i got to know him better.. and idk what to do with him.. he is obsest...

K well if you want to try and help thanks if not its ok